𓆞 𓆝 The Aquarium 𓆝 𓆟

10/12/2024 - 17:40 --- Today is a slow day. I woke up late (for my standards), plus I haven't been really productive at all, haven't made progress on my essay for uni and I haven't started my assignment for Thursday neither. At least I took care of myself; I called the dentist to get an appointment, I took a long shower and I did some skincare. Although I did all these nice things to myself (which I'm not really used to) I cannot help but feel this heavy weight on my stomach.

Since the end of 2022 I've started to feel very distant from my family - thinking about it, other than ephemeral appearences and material actions, i don't think i've ever shared an emotional bond with neither of them. I mean, I've spent my whole childhood with my grandparents (mom side), parcticurarly with my grandpa, so it doesn't really surprise me now that at almost 20 yrs old i feel so detached from them. I guess the only thing that kept me close and made me have the minimal hope of being valued was the academic approval, something i now have lost since an year or so. I just can't sntand to live with them anymore. Not in these conditions. Maybe I'm oversharing, but who's going to read all of this blabbering anyways?

On a brighter side...I'm going to start a comic course for teenagers in January! Really looking foward to it.

09/12/2024 - 15:37 --- Hello! Sorry for disappearing all weekend, I've been out all days! As said in the last log, me and my bf went to the market and bought some pokemon cards to add for our respectives collections!! I bought Diancie, Magmortar, Chimecho (all ALTART) and Black-Kyurem EX (the one from Paradise Dragona) while my bf bought Porygon-Z, Groudon and Clobbopus (all ALTART). There was also Sonic Gems Collection for the PS2 which had inside not only Sonic Cd but also Sonic the Fighters and Sonic R!! but we left it there sadly, we're both saving our money T_T. It was quite a ride to get there (Three subways...) but it was worth all of it. Really glad that I get to spend time nerding with my bf about our interests, can' wait for the next edition!

As for today, I went to accademy. It was alright, I chatted with some friends and managed to finish the assignment for today in time. Really proud of it! I might upload it later...Now I need to start working on an essay for an upcoming exam in uni, which will be my first exam ever. Quite thrilled but anxious about it at the same time. I really need to get working now. See ya!! :-)

06/12/2024 - 00:XX --- Can't sleep, just got off call with my bestfriends after playing some minecraft. I can't wait to see my bf (Lenny/Andrea!!) later today, we're going to a retro gaming market date tomorrow!!! We had our first hngout just the two of us over there, I still cherish that day so dearly. I'm really lucky I have him, he's such a wonderful person. I hope and want to share my whole life with him. It's getting late. I should try to sleep at the very least.

05/12/2024 - 18:20 --- I am so tired it's insane, but i can't stop working.

Uni and Accademy is one hell of a combo, I now understand the initial surprise every adult had (and still has) when I tell them I attend both. I'm behind some assignments for accademy and I really need to get them done by february...Don't get me started on Uni. I haven't started studying yet. I feel like I'm in total blackout accademically after finishing highschool, I really don't want to touch a single book, unless it isn't for me to study; it's not that I don't like studying, it's pretty much the opposite, it's just that I can't bring myself to do it anymore. I don't know if this makes sense, maybe I'm just blabbering. I forsee the upcoming holidays as an endless sleepless cycle of me drawing and trying to desperately study.

Although I'm slightly downhearted, I'm proud of the progress I'm making artistically. I really hope that I can make it my profession one day, to be an artist. Overall I had a good day today. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

02/12/2024 - 18:21 --- Hello friends, thanks for stopping by the site!!!! I really appreciate it. :-) I made some small changes to the site, the update section is now the blog one, plus i made it a scrolly so that i can keep track of the logs. The day isn't over, yet it sure has been a shitty one.

Haven't slept well due to paranoia and other undiagnosed shit probably, my dog isn't doing very well and overall I'm not in the best mood. But I made some pretty cool doodles today! Here they are: (To see them better open them as preview if on mobile, or in another web page if on laptop!)

29/11/2024 - 19:03 --- I guess this is the first official log of my page! If you pass by I would gladly appreciate if you left a silly note in the chatbox, I might make free doodles if there are any requests ! :-) If you want to check out my art i have an ig page @/keekooun, i haven't uploaded anything on it in a year or so, but I plan on begin here again (and hopefully find motivation to upload on other socials too, although they're all falling apart).